Cloudy
1:09 a.m. - 2006-03-29
I heard once that depending on how hard or easy one's life is, depends on how old their spirit really is. I suspect this must have to do with the whole reincarnation theory. But just to explore it for a moment, you know in case it's true. I wonder how old my spirit is. How old do you think yours is? Leave a note in the note section if you wanna answer that.
Lots of thoughts have gone through my mind since yesterday. The Dr.'s have finally figured out I am not going blind! Yay! I have only tunnel vision left, so I won't ever drive again either but I shouldn't go blind. They discovered instead I have MS. Okay but I'm not going blind, was my reaction. I don't know how to react. It isn't sinking in I don't think.
Why'd they HAVE to tell me? Kind of ruined my day. Happy to announce that denial is my new happy place. Yes yes I did research plus the fact that my Grandmother has this. Well, another good news, she has had it for more then 40 years that she knows about. And hmm other then pain, craziness and a wheelchair she's been just fine!
If I ever end up in a wheelchair I so want one "pimped" yes pimped! Bright pink leather, chrome metal, spinners on the wheels, hell I want pipes on it and some nitro thing that makes me spin and go fast. Why not? May as well have fun.
It's not like I will be bothered with seeing it! Ya know that tunnel vision might come in handy afterall.
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