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today Today was very nice. It is my 19th wedding anniversary, and even though Steve and I are getting divorced, he thought it would be nice to celebrate what is most likely our last anniversary. So we did. He came over about noon and woke me, which sucked, but there was caffiene involved so I shant bitch about my staying up til 6 am. I showered and dressed and off we went. We went first to Red Lobster for a really nice lunch. Cocktails included! I really need to attend a AA meeting to find out the names of drinks! I never know what to order as I am really not a drinker. I ordered a Pina Colada, the cute waiter suggested this, sounded good to me. Then we went to the mall for latte's and to browse. Then we went to the movies! We saw "Somethings gotta give" because he knows my crush on Keanu Reeves goes beyond terrible roles and mediocore movies. Which that movie definitely was in my opinion. Long and pretty much boring, but Keanu was in it, I'm there! After the movie, we went by a small gift shop where I purchased a cast iron replica truck as a gift for Steve. He loved it. (its ugly in my opinion but I knew he would like it a lot ) Then we went to one of my favorite boutiques and Steve bought me two shirts and a pretty chemise (black velvet with lace). It was incredibly nice, almost shocking. I guess I forget that its nice to spend the day with someone who loves you. I dunno. We both talked a lot about our pending divorce and how much we both agree it is a good decision. He kept reminding me though that no matter what he will always be near and available to the kids and I. I believe him. Even if he were to marry again, I believe he feels it is his obligation to this family to in the very least try to be part of it from outside. I assured him that he would always be a part too. I mean I had four children with him, and have to date been married for more then half my life to him. That doesnt just dissolve because of a piece of paper. It doesn't matter that we are not in love anymore. We are in a comfortable place. |