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More After speaking again to my school finanical officer and being assured that there was no way around these payments or them being lowered in any way, I was still stumped. I spent hours considering what parts of my body I could sell... well now I have a reason to miss my uterus! If I still had it, I could least harvest my eggs for cash. They do that don't they? Well, no matter as I no longer am in possession of my uterus or ovaries, it doesn't really make much difference. I do not know what transpired between the maternal unit and her husband, but I did recieve a bitter phone call from her informing me that they would continue to make the payments for the next academic year. Shes very pissed. And then informed me that because of this new turn of events she would not be sending the kids cash for xmas as planned . She was going to send $200. She is now sending $100. And that I can explain to them why. Oog. I also had to endure the lecture about how stupid school is and how I am wasting my time and money incurring all these thousands of dollars in debt in federal student loans. And how I am a terrible mother for going to college etc and so forth. How fucked up is that??? The idiot then laid on me that his roomate has given him 6 months notice. He must find some where else to move too in 6 months. I don't know what I am expected to do about that but he cannot move back in here with me. NO . But I'm assuming he wants me to figure out what he is going to do or go as he said several times that unless it gets figured out, he will have no choice but to come back here. Apparently, my voice when saying the word "No" is too soft to be either heard or understood. Just the thought of him here depressed me more then I can say. I am really looking forward to tomorrow. Spending time volunteering is just the ticket to improve my mood. I am going to talk to Crystal about maybe doing some work at a local nursing home with me. She seemed happy about tomorrow and perhaps this is something she would be interested in doing. I know I need to do something other then school and the children. I feel like I have too much time on my hands, this may change after I start next term at school and am challenged with the new Math classes. But I do feel some need to get involved with the community doing something productive. I could always start that creative writing class for the youth that I put off in the summer. Byron had a wonderful suggestion last week, that I change my phone number and only give it too him! Heh.. I kind of like that suggestion more and more. |