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Everything changes... have I mentioned I hate change? I had something to do this evening, that I thought would be fun. It didn't turn out as I had hoped and I am disappointed. Not so much because it didn't happen, but moreso how it didn't. One day I am gonna learn my lesson, honest I will. Since I have gotten back from my trip to Gainsville, I have gotten some pretty clear signals that all is not well in my personal life, tonight kind of confirmed that it is not me being insecure but rather a fact. I am at a loss as to what to do about it or how to even deal with it. My brain says dont deal with it, but that is always my first response. My heart says make it better, make it work. Fuck it, I am going to bed, maybe it will make more sense in the morning. |